Rest in peace, Pohpoh. I love you. And I'm so sorry I didn't get to see you for the last time. I hate that I'm all the way here and didn't get to see you.

Mum says she asked about me the day before she passed away. About how I was coping here alone and things like that. I'm already missing her dearly.

Lord, keep me strong. I need to study and do my assignments, and I need you to give me strength.